F.E.N.N.Y

Dearest Fenn,

It felt like it was only yesterday since our first met. We were not good friends before, just a colleague. You were just that new girl in school, and I was just that girl with a don't-dare-to-talk-to-me written all over her face. I knew, I am not the kindest of a person could be. That was....five years ago? No? Six?

I wonder what would it be like if you've never enrolled to our school. Sumandak will just be another word with no special meaning (I mean, special, special). My mom and I would never have gotten a ride back home from your dad. That dance during our spm could have been just a dream. Admittedly, many things happened in my life because of you. Many great things did, and know that I would not trade these for any other.

You, such a nice girl, with a smile always planted on your lips is the best of a friend could be (Not that the rest of my friends are not the best). I just can't think of a better version of you. Please, stay as you are. Natural, like what you would like it to be called.

Forgive me, for all these years. Whatever I did, that hurts you, I was hurt too. I am truly blessed that God has led me to you, and you are truly blessed to be able to get through another year as my friend, because I know I am not that easy to deal with. I pray that this year will be another year filled with joy for you. I pray for your success, in your study, your love life, and in your faith. 

God Bless you, Fenn.

xo, zal